There's a hole in my heart ...

There's a hole in my heart ... that was once filled by her ..
her lovely sparkling eyes that gaze lovingly at me whenever i meet her
her beautiful mane of hair , so soft to touch ..
she loved it when i stroked her head , scratching her behind her ears ... and
she was always so playful , running around me , trying to leap into my arms
the way she cocked her head slightly when she see's me
the way she nibbled at my hand ...
when i bathed her she just lay down and enjoyed it
we had really great times together .. that i will never ever forget ..

but yet on that fateful day , on the 5th day of the new year ,
the 30th of January 09' ... she died
leaving only a gaping hole in my heart and tears in my eyes
she died ... being hit by a car ... her neck and head was crushed ... blood everywhere
why ...
i only brought her out once a week ... the rest she would be happily waiting patiently ...
goodbye my dear Fu Qi' ... my beloved dog ...
you opened up my heart towards dogs ...
the trauma when i was small has been forgotten with your help ..
forever you will be embedded in my heart ...
in my everlasting memories ...

The only thing i regret now is bringing her out that day ... and that i took her for granted ...
i never took any pictures of her ... but her image is still clear in my mind..