New year's here ! `

Its that time of year again when we look up into the sky and make new resolutions ...
yea New year has reached us !
but unlike last year , this year there will be no optional road to go other than upgrading ourselves
another level via college , university and the like or looking for permanent jobs to help support our families ...
i have no idea what to do now ... college life... yea that will happen ... but that will all depend on what my results for The past Stpm papers will be like ... they will determine what i can do in the future ... of course looking back what else can i see but regrets for not burning enough midnight oil?
Whether i will be able to get to get a course in creative computing or the like is not so clear right now .. well there still are other alternatives that i would like to do tho like architecture ... and maybe culinary arts ...
Haha ... but looking back into last year , i really don't regret going to form 6 at all .. meeting the people i never knew about , the good friends that i have made along the way , the change of opinion of certain people , may it be for the good or the bad , as well as all those little little feelings , taken for granted up till now , sitting next to a friend , wearing the mundane uniform , going through lessons with glazed eyes .. laughing , breaking down ... and just human contact ...
life in this 19 years has not been what it seems .. every little thing you expect to happen does not happen , like the reaction of people that you anticipate turns around and twists itself into a different form , a form you do not know how to deal with but must cope with , or the results you want that never seem to appear right ... ideals of reality never are pretty ..

well nuf said ...
resolutions !
1) get into a good uni /college with a course that i like [ altho maybe that won't be possible (?) ]
2) Help my parents ... in various ways [shh]
3) Get together with all my old friends and make new ones !
4) get into business ?
5) her ...
6) unspoken but important resolution ...

.. well last of all , i don't think i've said anything bout this matter , i've been at my uncle's place for the past few days , helping to take care of it at night while he and his family are away on a holiday in Kl or Sg im not sure .. anyway , grandma and his 3 kids will be back tomorrow night so that means i don't have a reason to be here anymore.... and that means i won't be able to on9 that much anymore since i was using his connection for the past few days ... haha back to digi's lauya GPRS connection for me la ...

ps: i think this post manyak cincai le hohoho ... imprompto typing ....
ps 2 "spanish" : la mirada en el cielo, en el futuro, se siente los vientos de lazo de destino usted a todo que es importante, puede nuestras resoluciones se realizan y pueden nuestros deseos son cumplidos

or "english" : look into the sky , into the future , feel the winds of fate bind you to all that is important , may our resolutions come true and may our wishes be fulfilled