We will not go down in Gaza tonight ~

Lets take this in in a more serious note okay ?
I found this one a week before ... last week's Thursday to be exact ...
and its been a fav song of mine right now ... no i don't mean the gore, blood and etc
and i know the seriousness of Israel's offensive on the Gaza Slip ...
and i too feel sad bout the deaths and wounds inflicted on the Palestinians, not to mention the infrastructural damage there but the song just ...
snaps into place to me ...
i have no idea who the artist is or the real name of the song .. i'm just presuming that it's called this since it's like the key phrase in the song ..heck when i dl-ed it .. it was called preview ..

this is it ... We will not go down in Gaza tonight
[ the Lyrics are self written .. cant find the lyrics on the net yet i guess]

A blinding flashing white light lit up the sky over Gaza tonight ,
people running for cover not knowing whether their dead or alive ,
they came with their tanks and their planes ,
with ravaging fiery flames ,
and nothing remains just the voice rising up through the smoky haze ,

We will not go down in the night without a fight ,
you can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools ,
but our spirit will never die ,
we will not go down in Gaza tonight .

Women and children alike ,
murdered and massacred night after night ,
while the so called leaders of countries afar ,
debating on whose wrong or right ,
with their powerless words were in vain ,
and the bombs fell down like acid rain ,
but through the tears and the blood and the pain ,
you can still hear that voice through the smoky haze .

We will not go down in the night without a fight ,
you can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools ,
but our spirit will never die ,
we will not go down in the night without a fight ,
we will not go down in Gaza tonight .

soulfull ... yet sorrowful

Tokio Hotel's Through the Monsoon

Well the first time i heard this song was on Christmas last year... at around 1+ am during that Go session with two of my friends [ look for the post]
first time i heard it i only could hear the words "monsoon" and "just me and you" ... repeated a few times ..WAIT ! * counts the number of times in the lyrics* ...
Monsoon 8 times ...
Just me and you 4 times ...
... i thought .. bah this song sucks .. i mean the seriousness of the song tends to whip up something... a little more dramatic ... i thought .. the way they sing it is like regarding a monsoon as some sort of violent act of mother nature , on a similar scale to typhoons , 8.5 ritcher scale earthquakes and that sort of stuff ... monsoons are acts of nature too yea i know ... but on a smaller scale ... well thats to me though ... my First impression of the song ...
Now ... after one month since i first listened to it ... i was shocked to find it in my computer ... i had no idea where it came from lol ... i certainly did not dl it ... but after listening to it a few times [randomly] i looked for the lyrics and found them ... now its stuck to me haha ...
courtesy of http://www.mp3lyrics.org/1rga :p

I'm staring at a broken door,
There's nothing left here anymore.
My room is cold,
It's making me insane.

I've been waiting here so long,
But the moment seems to 've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.

Running through the monsoon,
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new

Through the monsoon.
Just me and you.

A half moon's fading from my sight,
I see your vision in its light.
But now it's gone and left me so alone

I know I have to find you now,
Can hear your name, I don't know how.
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home ?

Running through the monsoon,
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you.

Through the monsoon. Hey ! Hey !

I'm fighting all this power,
Coming in my way
Let it sail me straight to you,
I'll be running night and day.

I'll be with you soon
Just me and you.

We'll be there soon
So soon.

Running through the monsoon,
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you.

Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you.

i just think the monsoon should be replaced with typhoon ... you croon it the same way and they sound the same :P

Chinese New Year is Here !

-=-=-=-=-=-=-Gong Xi Fa Chai EVERYONE !-=-=-=-=-=-=-

Yea i know its a bit late XD after all it is only Five days into CNY haha

so CNY eve ... as usual before all hands of the clock align at the number 12 , explosions were heard everywhere ...
bright lights and sounds ...
the heavy smell of burnt firecrackers...
and sulphur ..XD




well these are some of the pictures i sempat take that night ... well the visible ones lar hahaha

the rest are either too blurry or kenot see at all :P

first and second day nothing much , just stayed at home while waiting for guest to arrive
...
quite busy tho haha with guests arriving almost every hour or so
but with the rain and all ... i daresay there weren't as many as last year

on the 3rd ... well we went out at about 12pm ... over to my father's friend's house , [ after he came over in the morning at around 9am lol] . Went over and sat a while then we went together up to 10th mile area to visit another friend of theirs .

Wow

ader accidentz !
four on the same road again ... somewhere between 8th ~9th mile there i think
1st 2nd and 3rd i dun remember so clearly ... what type of cars tio accident but the last one ...
well its hard to forget haha ...
wouldn't it if it were this type of vehicle ?
... try imagine it accident on the right lane
.... now picture it in the longkang.. and supported by the steel railings by the side of the road
.... now ...
picture it lying down...
on its right sideways ...

and the military guys in the rain looking so blue ...
ok lah ... give them some symphaty ...
probably they were in a rush and the road was slippery ... so
poor guys ...

well that was one of the accidents ...
we went on to the guy's house and stayed there till 3+pm ... before we finally headed back home ... reaching back at around 4.15 i think ...
then ~ my neighbour suddenly called say he wanted to come over to visit ...
[ altho we neighbours we havent visit each other since day 1 and 2 so paiseh la haha]
which neighbour ? neh the one i posted that he get married one lor
he's now working in kch near sekama there to support his wife and kid not in KL nemore

Tim: Yo Jack ! Happy New Year !!
Me: Hey hey !~ Happy New Year Tim ! Wassup ?
Tim: [laughs] eih still can come over to your house or not ?
Me: Huh? eih of course lah ... come over nia but wait a while can ? [laughs] we just balik from outside so tired ... wan lie down a while [ laugh again]
Tim: Oh you baru balik ? ok lah ... what time i come over le ?
Me: Err... round 5 plus lidat can lah
Tim: Ok Ok ~ later i come over
Me: Okie~ then cya later ya
Tim: Yea bb
Me: bb
Phone : tut tut tut tut....

So yea
lay down a while then around 5 got up to prepare for his arrival
"looks at clock" Hmm ... 5.15pm .. ok la stil; gt time
"looks at clock" Eih 5.30 liau wor ... ... nvrmind la still 5 plus ma .. nt yet 6
"stretches then looks at clock" ... 5.31 wor ...
"goes up to room and switches on com ... lie on bed while listen to song"
"looks at watch" hmm.. 5.35... ... hmmm .... zzzz
"rubs eye..song in background *Just Dance~ gonna be okay~daladulu Just dance*"
hmm ... what song is that ... oh Just dance by Lady Gaga ...
"stretches then sits up straight and looks at watch" ... EIH !...

ya i tertidur till 8+ like that ... [ laugh le ]
so i go down and ask if Tim gt come over or not

Me: Ma ... Timothy lai liau ma ?
Mum: Hm? Bo le ah bui lai gok ...
Me: Oh ...
...

So end up he somehow misunderstood what we talked about ...
he thought that I was going over at 5+pm...
lol?
went over to his place after that ... and me, he and his two brothers chatted till 10+ like that before i left .. maklum lah the next day i had smthing up haha

that was the third day ...

now it gets better .. the fourth day !
its the day Lynn planned for us to go visiting! even the heavy rain wont stop us!

So we met up at her place at around 1pm before we started off
well can say started off already haha ... since Lynn's was the first house
Anyway when i got there Agan, Del, and Brian were already there with Lynn and her two sis of course ...
Haha 1st time i see Del wear a dress .. outside of school lar i mean
Del ! look nice le haha look very feminine :P

Then we chit chatted a while before Agan brought up the topic of the razor
[ dunno is Agan, Del or Lynn?]
He had his hair cut org ulu style two days ago ... well quite along time ago la but the two days ago was to trim it i guess? so the hair by his sides and back were growing longer and needed a shave
thats when Lynn Suddenly tukar menjadi barber XD while Del jadi assistant Barber ? hahaha
Agan got his shave and his spray ... and in the middle of that Noel arrived at the Barber shop ...
We took our 1st pic together after that ... this is it ... courtesy of Lynn
Then we left for our next destination ~ Pn Lye's !!!!
Agan ,Del , Lynn and Noel headed to Teacher's house first while Me and Brian detoured ...
Detoured a long way back to my housing area to fetch Stephen
We had some stuff to eat At Pn Lye's house while waiting for her ... she had some ex-Josephians with her when we arrived ... all of them five years our senior ... only recognised one of them tho haha .. since i just met him the day before ... [ he was my father's friend's son ]

Chatted at Pn Lye's place till around 3.30 ? cus she had to go out since she had a appointment with some ex St joe's at 3.50 later ... The next pic was here before we all left i'll only post one :p
Next destination on the list was my place ... for mee sua haha ... yea i know we all makan at Pn Lye's house already but as soon as we reach my place my mom already start to put the mee in the bowls and the meat, mushrooms etc... so paiseh if the servings were ..." a Lot too large"
After the food , somehow the toilet became the centre of attention .
Not in the sense everyone want to puke out the mee sua lar ! hahaha but cus we all havent visited "it" since we started our outing at almost 1pm .. that time was 5+ liau ..haha besides that "it" also jadi "tempat permainan" :P starting with Lynn of course haha after she masuk we all kacau her trying to lock her in since there is lock outside too XD , switching off the lights and etc. Then after that was Del's turn to use...
Before she masuk she told Lynn " Weeii~ Ah Lynn u jaga outside oh ! " so Ah Lynn become penjaga oustide while Me and Noel try to lock Ah Del inside haha
Next was Noel ... This time they two berjaya lock the door when he masuk to pee seems like have to lock outside before the person inside lock it from inside haha ... so Noel was scared to pee since He scared the two suddenly bukak when he halfway doing his business ... a while later the two let him go la haha and went outside to sit ... after Noel ... is ... ME ! haha but nobody outside so i bo tio kacau hahahaha
unfortunately we forgot to snap a pic at my place ... forgot jor haha

Next stop ... Agan's place to pick up his Jeep then off to Del's Near MJC and nearer to Disiniland . the journey was okay okay ... but after the MJC area's Petronas station , we encountered our next adventure ... Agan's Jeep become very very very very thirsty~
so His Jeep ended up stranded on the road ... He did get it halfway onto the sidewalk to avoid oncoming traffic and accidents so thats good ... bad thing was ... Me , Brian and Stephen had already overtaken them before the MJC Petronas and we were Blissfully unaware of thier situation before Del called me on my HP ...

Forgot how the conversation went but in the end we made a U-turn and went back to where they were first to check on them .. actually Del told us to go over to the petronas station to get some containers to put unleaded petrol for the car as they suspected that that was the problem with the jeep But Brian said to go over to ask agan and the two girls if there was any containers or anything to store the petrol in . In the end , Brian had to drive back to the station and we had to buy some containers [two 1.5litre mineral water the other bottle was sacrificed by one of the workers there ...he sacrificed his drinking water to help... good to know theres still some good guys out in this world :P].Well at first the counter people were a bit reluctant to sell me the petrol in containers but after i explained abit about what happened , they literally "leapt into action" ... Then we went back to the jeep and filled the tank with petrol ...
The people driving by must have thought i was crazy or something ... taking some of the following pics hahaha... " siau lah these se kias ... accident also sempat wan take picture ? " must have gone through thier heads ... of course they didn't know that it wasn't a accident :p

Stranded
Filling
Good ?


the two cute girls that were terperangkap in the jeep :P


so the result of the incident was ... Stranded Filling Good ...

of course .. if Agan had not masterfully "parked" his jeep , they might have ended up further beyond the metal railings in the pic and ended up ... Stranded Filling Help !!

After that was okay ... other than us taking the "alternative" road to Del's place due to the flood in the area getting worse ... well ... lets just say we melawan the arus of the river of cars lar hor ? hahaha
We arrived at Del's at almost 6pm then we had another bite to eat ... [laugh] too much food that day :p . As usual Her mom's cooking was delicious ... i can see why Del loves it so much haha . We chatted for a while before Brian left for home since he was supposed to be back by six ... then watched Del's Nephew, Baby Adam , who was awakened from his sleep when we arrived by Brian's loud laugh haha [ no offence ya Brian ] . We watched and Played with Adam altho at first he paiseh paiseh with us since we all strangers haha ... till 7+ i think ? im not sure of the time we left ....
Last pic of the day !
at Del's place with Baby Adam between Agan and Stephen ...

Agan sent us back to Lynn's house and later put me and Stephen on the road nearer to Tabuan Jaya ...

That night ... i only went back at 1+am ... i think you should know where Stephen tarik me to go ... sigh

And Finally ! thats the end of this post !! .... seriously this i believe is the longest one i've ever written ... since i've started blogging hahaha ...

Looking forward to the 7th and 8th of Feb ! Damai Trip is on the way !! altho i still havent plan for it yet hahaha .. room also havent book ... only know the $$ nia and only know 3 ppl confirm to go ... :P

Bunjir

I spy with my little eye ~

water
water
WATER
everywhere !

to the left to the left
to the right to the right
above , below

all round 360 degrees !

yea its the rainy season again !
cold cold , wet wet yes
fun ?
i say okay ~ for the first few days
till we see water seeping into houses , flooding up places , practically drowning cars ,
destroying property , and making lines appear on the foreheads of the affected people

in the past few weeks , before the rains started , we were all saying " ah ngai ti juak si le "
and " beh tahan si lah " , complaining about the hot hot hot weather in Kuching ...

now .. its changed ... 180 degrees , to " wah leng si leh mai cho kang liau lah ane leng " if they fall sick with flu fever and etc
or
"ai siii! chui chip lai liau lor cham ah cham ah gia mop le ! chap qi lai ! kame liau aiyoh ! " if they are attacked by the dirty evil water brought forth by poor drainage and the forces of gravity ...
or
" huh ? simi banjir ? got meh ? bo kua tiok le " for those who are ignorantly in bliss cus their houses have not been attacked

well , humans will always be humans ... nt satisfied with what they have , taking it for granted until its gone haha [ im no exception too okay ]

nothing much , jz dunno what to post so jz wrote some random thing haha ... since most of my friends are talking bout the bunjir incidents , about the drainage system and lots more

since its icy cold , lets kampai ! .... withdrinks chilled in cold tap water

CHEERS ! KAMPAI ! to the rainy season and the hot ones beyond ~

after all... they come only a once a year ...
unless its a freak one of course :P

Ps: im one of those ignorant ones haha

work ...

This should have been up a few days ago along with the kenari post but i guess i kinda forgot bout it due to the shock ? haha
anyway , its been a long time since i got involved in the " pung chai" services again hehe
last week , on the 3rd sat , we went over to the big-church-lookalike thing near a certain buddhist temple cum kindy and very near to Pn Wong's house ... yea that place where they hold lots of functions etc ...
anyway , we got there at 5+ pm ,
the tables and etc had already been set up , decorated with the usual 10 plates , spoons , chopsticks , glasses , bowls and etc ... only no peanuts yet so , the 1st thing we had to do [ as part timers ] , were to present each honoured table with a plate of peanuts haha...

the set up ... from the front
it looks small cuz this is only part of the place ..and the angle is off haha
the tech crew were playing with the smoke haha ... again this is before everything started ... in between , i was too busy running around and serving to have the luxury of snapping anything ...
after ... the place was striped clean within a mere 6 + minutes ... but somehow the erection on the stage collasped ... so the guys over there had to rush up to prevent any "injuries"

the job ended at 10+ ... cleaned up and waiting for transport back ... , we only made it back around 12+am ...

...

Why ...

... why now ...

morning arrives like usual ... car is driven out , work is done ... time passes by .. afternoon comes ...

WAIT !

wheres the Kenari ?!

...

....
. . . . . .

huh ? sold ? wth ? what do you mean sold ?
to who ? where ? how?

....

so if still dunno what im talking bout ...
my kenari has just been sold ... i can't drive nemore for now since the "P" sticker was also sold together with it ... there were no plans on selling it .. it just happened ... so ... haih ...

looks like the plan this sunday won't happen haha .. sry to del XP ...
unless...
i get to drive the proton ?
but i highly doubt it ...
since its the only car left ...

New year's here ! `

Its that time of year again when we look up into the sky and make new resolutions ...
yea New year has reached us !
but unlike last year , this year there will be no optional road to go other than upgrading ourselves
another level via college , university and the like or looking for permanent jobs to help support our families ...
i have no idea what to do now ... college life... yea that will happen ... but that will all depend on what my results for The past Stpm papers will be like ... they will determine what i can do in the future ... of course looking back what else can i see but regrets for not burning enough midnight oil?
Whether i will be able to get to get a course in creative computing or the like is not so clear right now .. well there still are other alternatives that i would like to do tho like architecture ... and maybe culinary arts ...
Haha ... but looking back into last year , i really don't regret going to form 6 at all .. meeting the people i never knew about , the good friends that i have made along the way , the change of opinion of certain people , may it be for the good or the bad , as well as all those little little feelings , taken for granted up till now , sitting next to a friend , wearing the mundane uniform , going through lessons with glazed eyes .. laughing , breaking down ... and just human contact ...
life in this 19 years has not been what it seems .. every little thing you expect to happen does not happen , like the reaction of people that you anticipate turns around and twists itself into a different form , a form you do not know how to deal with but must cope with , or the results you want that never seem to appear right ... ideals of reality never are pretty ..

well nuf said ...
resolutions !
1) get into a good uni /college with a course that i like [ altho maybe that won't be possible (?) ]
2) Help my parents ... in various ways [shh]
3) Get together with all my old friends and make new ones !
4) get into business ?
5) her ...
6) unspoken but important resolution ...

.. well last of all , i don't think i've said anything bout this matter , i've been at my uncle's place for the past few days , helping to take care of it at night while he and his family are away on a holiday in Kl or Sg im not sure .. anyway , grandma and his 3 kids will be back tomorrow night so that means i don't have a reason to be here anymore.... and that means i won't be able to on9 that much anymore since i was using his connection for the past few days ... haha back to digi's lauya GPRS connection for me la ...

ps: i think this post manyak cincai le hohoho ... imprompto typing ....
ps 2 "spanish" : la mirada en el cielo, en el futuro, se siente los vientos de lazo de destino usted a todo que es importante, puede nuestras resoluciones se realizan y pueden nuestros deseos son cumplidos

or "english" : look into the sky , into the future , feel the winds of fate bind you to all that is important , may our resolutions come true and may our wishes be fulfilled