new year , new experiences, new life.

In a few more hours ( around 10 more*) it will be 2010
2009 will be gone and so shall all the things that came with it.

so a short post this time for new year resolutions
normal stuff ler nt much different from last year's one i guess

1) Socialize more and get more contacts
2) Be braver
3) Be more optimistic
4) Be more active

and what more?
1) get a new Hp
2) upgrade my Pc / get a laptop
3) find a better part time job
4) more driving and outings

ps: Currently my Hp is dead . Officially dead .
But i'm using a old phone now ( which sometimes jams - now most of the time)
so sometimes still can sms etc ..

Happy New Year
May every one who reads this post / blog have a good year throughout and may they achieve their dreams. May they be happy andmay they get what they wish for most in life.

till the next post

Blog dead? or surviving with little updates?

Go for the latter. I'm only bored now since im in Sarikei haha.
Wow ! its been like what ? 3 months + since i've actually bothered to update my blog ~
and im sure this post will go on unread since the "readers" i think will have considered this blog dead ahahaha..

anyway up to date on whats up these three months.

Life in Satt college really sucks . Sucks as in the college and its lecturers .. not sucks in the terms of its course ( altho yea its not that good) Beginning to have regrets choosing Culinary arts as a career pathway . I mean apart from becoming an engineer, or a teacher maybe cooking is fun~ ( altho the food sometimes chau tah or be ho chiak cus me or my team mates ter-add too much salt / pepper / rosemary / herbs etc haha) but concerning the working hours and not to mention the treatment you get as a chef ( low class commis chefs ) .. im wondering if it is really worth it . Sure if i go open my own store out there i can get the chance to earn lots . But really .. thats just like a one in a million chance .. like a needle in a haystack..

Looking at the current economical situation both in Malaysia and the World as a whole, most kopitiams, restaurants, stalls and etc are half dead cus they don't actually earn what they pay out , or their costs .. adding the depreciation as well as the ever growing "pickyness" of customers (YEA you too whoever's reading this ! haha and of course myself included) who complain about the slightest things and are kiam siap about the service they get . C'mon think of your server man ! if you see there's lots of people waiting to be ( or being ) served, don't complain -OMG the service SUX - WTF the server lauyah -KNS lausy guy dun wan serve us 1st an etc . The server / chef / guy in charge has not the capabilities to create clones of him/herself . He / She's just human ..
Now continue ( yes you're bored ..aye i know im bored too ) so back to the 3 months . month 1 and beginning of month 3 to middle-end of month 3 its with college so i'll kick that out to make this post shorter.

Middle-end of month 3 which is around sometime last last week i guess?
My Cousin from SG returned to Kuch for a short visit after 5 years so where did we bring him to play ? ( note we = my uncle and his family -all credits to him for planning and inviting us along)
To Gunung Gading ~ we climbed up the mountain , braving cardiovascular attacks and intense blood streaming as well as the surrounding flora and fauna ( namely rocks, slippery moss, trees, earth and the like ) to get to the 7th Waterfall on the trek .
Hailed as the most beautiful and syok one, we spent 4 or 5 hours ? in the freezing cold mountain water and explored the waterfall by climbing up it
Then we made our way back down the mountain , facing some minor "incidents" (slipping and sliding and almost falling? )

that was the GG thing .. now im in Sarikei . Just came up this morn at 5+am ( from home) and driving slowly - thus taking us 6 hours to get there ( approx 12 pm) . What am i here for ? to help my sis and bro in law with their rubber / pepper etc business .. dunno when i'll be back in kuch tho should be after christmas or earlier i hope..

Anyway to end this post , since the GG trip was kinda fun , and since Agan's Santubong trip didn't turn out ( did it?) im proposing to hold a GG trip of our own ( for the U6A,B,C and etc ppls)
somewhere before this time next year

I shall be posting a "event" in facebook regarding this later tomorrow or sometime later in the next few days haha ( now its 12.17) sleepy ~

Happy Bday ~

To Paulynn Lai who turns 20 soon ( in a hour and a few minutes more)

Happy Birthday to you ~
Happy Birthday to you ~
Happppyyy Birrthday to Paulllyynnn ~
Happy Birthday to you !

Best of wishes from me ! and all the best luck for your university life !!
You can do it ! cus i , and many many more believe that you can do it !

so .. its wed ..

There was supposed to be a mini-outing today ...
but ..sigh =) Lynn was busy and Del didn't want to go if Lynn didn't ..as well as the others busy doing thier last minute packing and etc ...

i ponteng kerja for a day , got a rare permission to use the car for a day ... for what?
one whole day at home...

Anyway since were not going anymore i might as well tell you where i originally planned to biring you all ...

like i said before , its really far away from Kuch .. almost reach serian already ...
and like i said it has something to do with water ..
not a beach
not a waterfall
not a lake
not a river
not a longkang
not a ... (running out of things to put as "not a " =P)

but a Onsen ...
also known as a Hot Spring ...


its not like the Japanese Onsen tho ...
once i went up there ... i thought to myself .. cham this kind of place .. cannot liau lar

Tuesday i went up to scout around and to know the road to reach the place .. took around an hour to reach ?
... waited a while for the penjaga to open the gate ...then went in and saw...
... very diff...
i was imaginin the place to be more ... well ... sui ..
from my hp's cam .. it doesn't look that bad ..
but from near ...


Teh "penjaga" in the background..

this is the main reason i thought "shit i can't bring them here"
the place is Durty ... there are "green-moss-muck-thingys" floating on the water ... not that much lar but if you masuk ...and feet kena the papan ... small small ones come out ... (the green green thing)

the toilet is ... well kampung style toilet ... the door is macem want to break one ... if the girls go there they cannot pee pee pula ... cus paiseh & scared i kacau ? haha
as you can see ... memang jungle area ..

the entrance ...
paying $ booth /house ... rm3 per head ...
finally the .. changing rooms ... this is another reason why i .. thought "shit .. i can't bring them here"
its like the toilets... so yea i jz copypaste edit this :
"if the girls go there they cannot change pula ... cus paiseh & scared i kacau ? haha"

but the good thing is ... the water is memang hot de around 42~50 degrees... and its natural not manmade ...altho basically its only air sungai...

sigh ... so then alternative... thought of going to Jong's croc farm ..
then a movie or smthing after that ...
but since smthing came up ...cannot go lor ..

siens ....
i initially thought it would be a good place to relax ? cus got hot water + natural surrounding +friends .... but ..nevermind lar =)

TAG!

Okay .. another tag =) tags Del and Lynn of course ... Brian if he is rajin enough to reply this tag .. and anyone else who wanna try XD but leave yr link in the chatbox haha

Mark which things you have done, then calculate your score by counting the number of questions you marked. This test is out of 100 questions which means that the number you get as your score is also your percentage.

1. [ ] Forgot to put the lid on the blender, turned it on, and had everything fly out
2. [x] Gotten your head stuck between the stair rails
3. [x] Broken a chair by leaning back in it
4. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while you were talking
5. [x] Choked on your own spit while you were talking
6. [ ] Had people tell you that you are blond when you're not, or had people tell you that your blond highlights are going to your head
7. [x] Been caught staring at your crush by your crush *blushes*
8. [ ] Have looked for something for at least 5 min then realized it was in your hand
9. [x] Tried to push open a door that said pull
10. [x] Tried to pull open a door that said push

Running total: 6

11. [ ] Have actually believed someone when they said that they knew how to make a love-potion
12. [x] Have hit yourself in the process of trying to hit something else
13. [x] Have tripped and fallen UP the stairs (it really HURTS =P)
14. [ ] Have actually exploded marshmallows in the microwave
15. [x ] Have gotten gum stuck in your hair
16. [ ] Had gum fall out of your mouth while trying to blow a bubble
17. [ ] Have had the juice from a mini tomato squirt out and hit somebody else when you bit into it
18. [x] Have had your drink come out your nose because you were laughing so hard ( lol ..)
19. [x] Have called one of your good friends by the wrong name
20. [x] Have skinned your toe because you were playing soccer or kickball with flip flops on or you were barefoot

Running total: 12

21. [ ] Have put a sticker on your forehead, forgot it was there, and went out in public with it on
22. [x] Have fallen out of a moving vehicle ( bicycle!!!)
23. [x] Have run into a closed door (Transparent wor)
25. [ ] Searched for your cell phone while you were talking on it
26. [x] It has taken you longer than 5 min to get a joke (longer sometimes ..)
27. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a blow dryer
28. [ ] Have gotten your hair stuck in a fan
29. [x] Tripped on a crack in the sidewalk
30. [ ] Said o'clock after saying how many min after the hour, example: 5:30 o'clock, or 6:15 o'clock

Running total: 16

31. [ ] After someone told you that there was gum on the ground, you stepped in it
32. [ ] Put on a white shirt even though you already knew it was raining outside
33. [x] Have ever walked up to a stranger because you thought they were someone else
34. [ ] Ever been kicked out of a grocery store/off their property
35. [x] Touched the stove, the curling iron, a hot pan, etc when its on, even though you knew it was hot ( everytime at work lol)
36. [ ] Taken off your clothes to change into something else then accidentally put the old clothes back on.
37. [x] Wondered why something wasn't working then realized it wasn't plugged in
38. [ ] Put the cereal in the fridge, or put the milk in the cupboard
39. [x] Walked into a pole
40. [x] Wore two different earrings or shoes by accident/stolen someones shoes by accident

Running total: 21

41. [x] took a picture of someone's eye with the flash on
43. [x] Gotten a ring stuck on your finger because you put it on even though you knew it was too small
44. [ ] Walked out of the bathroom (stall) with toilet paper stuck to your shoe without realizing it
45. [x] Went to go do something/go get something, then when you got there, you forgot what it was that you were going to do
46. [x] Picked up someone else's drink and drank out of it by accident when your drink was right next to it
47. [x] Fallen out of your chair while trying to pick something up
48. [x] Have poked yourself in the eye
49. [ x] Have gotten in the shower with your socks still on (tired from work what to do... )
50. [ ] Melted your hairbrush while blow drying your hair

Running total: 28!!!!

51. [x] Have done enough stupid things to make a test
52. [x] Have accidentally stabbed yourself with a pencil ( mechanical pencil de lead count hor)
53. [ ] Have sung the wrong verse to a song without realizing it
54. [x] Have given an odd answer to a question because you didn't hear the question in the first place and didn't feel like asking what it was
55. [ ] Told someone you were the wrong age because you seriously forgot how old you were
56. [ ] Looked into an overhead purposefully while it was on
57. [x] Got up early and got ready for school/work, then realized that you didn't have school/work that day
58. [x] Forgot your own phone number
59. [x] Have tripped on a cord after someone told you to watch out for it
60. [x] Have ever laughed at a joke that no one else thought was funny

Running total: 35

61. [ ] Done the Macarena to the electric slide or vice versa
62. [ ] Said funner then had someone make fun of you for it
63. [x] Have repeated yourself at least twice in the same sentence
64. [x] Brought up an inside joke with the wrong person
65. [x] Didn't do the backside of an assignment because you thought that there wasn't one because you had already looked and forgot that there was another side
66. [x] Did more work than you had to on an assignment because you didn't read the directions
67. [x] Corrected someone's grammar/pronunciation then figured out that you were the one that was wrong
68. [x] Put something in a special place so that you would remember where it was, then forgot where you put it
69. [ ] Put ice in your drink after the glass was full of liquid and had it splash out
70. [x] Told a lie then forgot what it was that you had said and got caught

Running total: 42 !!!!!!

71. [ ] When wearing goggles, you pulled them away from your face and let go so that they would come back and snap you in the face
72. [ ] Forgot to make sure that the lamp was off before you replaced the light bulb
73. [x] Ran into a door jam
74. [x] Told someone that you hardly ever do stupid things, then immediately did/said something stupid
75. [x] Told someone to watch out for something, then you were the one that ran into it
76. [ ] Have purposely licked playground sand
77. [ ] Have purposely and repeatedly flicked yourself with a rubber band
78. [x] Gotten so hyper that someone actually thought you were drunk when you weren't
79. [x] Have been so hyper you actually scared people
80. [ ] Put duct tape on your body then pulled it off to see if it would hurt

Running total: 47~

81. [ ] Put tape on someone else's hair then pulled it off
82. [ ] Put a clothes pin/hair clip on your lip, figured out that it hurt, then did it again
83. [ ] Sat and wondered why men's dress shirts have a loop on the back
84. [x] Made up a code name for someone so that you could talk about them to someone else and no one else would know who you were talking about( about fren's suppose to be GF)
85. [x ] Have gotten a hairbrush stuck in your hair
86. [x] Used the straw to blow the straw wrapper at someone
87. [ ] Shaved your tongue because you thought your taste buds looked funny
88. [ ] When at a restaurant, you used your spoon to fling stuff at people
89. [ ] Have flung forks at people in a restaurant
89. [ ] Tripped and made the waiter drop the food

Running total: 50!! lol cham liau

91. [ ] As you are writing you move/moved your head back and forth with your pen/pencil
92. [x] Have drawn finger puppets on your fingers then named them
93. [ ] Have wrapped someone in a roll of toilet paper
94. [x] Have used somebody else's toothbrush without even realizing it wasn't yours
95. [ ] Have started telling a story and forget what you were talking about or what happened in the story.
96. [ ] Read a whole book but during the whole book you weren't even paying attention
97. [x] You have spelled your own name wrong before
98. [x] When lying in bed you look for pictures in the texture of the ceiling
99. [x] Have used your calculator as a form of communication in a class
100. [ ] Have popped a balloon in your mouth

AH 55% ~ ... so i do stupid things 55% of the time ll=3=

long time no see no postie'

It's been so so so so so so long (feels like that) since i've been online

haha .. but ne more shall i feel this way nemore..

cus i've finally got it!!

THIS!
Celcom Broadband!
although its actually a vodafone modem + a 3G Sim card ...

now pula i will become Del's "lab rat" to test it out lol...

got it this afternoon .. around 4.30 like that .. the guy working there helped me to directly register for the product so i was able to online straight away after i got home round 6 ..

so yea ... i can online everyday now if i want to .. but i won't ..cus of a few things..
firstly some may know that i started working last last friday... for the gaawaii hol's at Spring! shopping mall ... hotplate only mind but still its a job.. a job that stopped me from going over to Agan's place for his gawai cum friend gathering and also partly the damai trip they planned later on... of course i didn't know anything about the damai trip until today f3 ...
working from 10am to 10pm is tiring... especially since we were busy most of the time...
thanks to Del and Lynn for dropping by tho.. =)

busy busy now... had my test2 for management yesterday ... but i guess i wont get really good marks since i didn't even touch the books since i started working ..till an hour before the test started..haha .. what to do ? tired ba ... assignments assignments tests tests... work work every week ... test2 for foodservice hygiene this thurs ... com test2 next mon ...presentation next mon .. management assignment 4 next mon or tues .. hotel management test2 on the way assignment for com too.. then finally ... finals starting on 10th next month... till i dunno when

thats for college nia ...

for work .. i'll be working at spring every 3,5,6,7 ... or wed, fri, sat and sun ... 4/7 days a week ...
like usual 10 to 10 ... so if anyone ....anyone wants to drop by ... do so haha ...
of course since its a part time job .. and the tauke is really sporting XD .. i can take the day or week off if i want to .. so if got any event / plans /outings ... at least tell me la ... even tho i may not be able to make it at least it will make me feel that somebody still remembers me ... "sigh"

what else ... oh yea the freaking road ..
for around 10 years we have complained about the road at our housing area ... and for that freakin' 10 years nothing happened at all .. but all of a sudden.. a truck came, dug out the freakin road entrance leading to the sub-main road and almost barred the residents of kwong ming garden entrance to our homes... at least they left us a place which they filled with pebbles? for the cars to pass thru .. stayed kidat for a week .. then after the week .. another truck came... with tar and pebbles? and tarred the whole area ...
yea its good now... the road is manyak cantik and manyak smooth ... and they finished it manyak cepat...
how in the world 10 years of not doing anything can be done in just 2 days?
they save the pebbles and tar issit... 1 stone a day for 10 years then finally come fix the road ha?
zzz
anyway its fixed now so ok ba ...

before i end this post .. i'll say something to Del and Lynn .. i found someplace "special" somewhere near serian =P mebe next month after my finals i plan a trip to that special place XD
see if i can remember the road to go or not haha...
thats all for now ... work tmr .. sigh

FourPoints by Sheraton ,Kuching Visit

Last Thursday we went over to Fourpoints by Sheraton Kuching for a field trip thing...
lazy to post the pics so if you want to see em ( the gay gay pics ) go to my facebook here
lazy update bout it too haha
but 1 comment nia...
ITS BIG ...

Angels and Demons....

a few weeks ago i went with a couple of friends to watch the movie ...9th or 15th of May i've forgotten due to the blurness caused by my college assignments and tests etc.. at 2pm that day
yea 2pm... and he (Jo) volunteered to pick me up as well as my other friend.. turns out he only appeared at my house at 1.35pm... then when we reached my other friend's (Eric) house in BDC, Polarwoodestate, it was already 2.05pm... BY the time we reached the cineplex ...2.30pm liau wor
then we went up to the counter area where we met Sheldon.. lol
we watched a mini-clip drama where the two long term rivals (so-called-enemies) met face to face after how many years haha... very action packed but short the "drama" where Sheldon Charged at Eric and attacked him .. then of course they two start "hitting" each other ... until me and Jo dengan "paisehly" stop them cus so many ppl there haha ...
anyway we were late liau ... tickets already bought so we had to go in anyway .
when we went in ... SOO DARK ... we cant even see anything .. our hands etc also cannot see so we had to use our phones as flashlights to find our seats ... BUT .. still cannot find so in the end we jz sit down ... then a few minutes later when our eyes adjusted, lol... we were sitting in the employee's places at the righht back back of the theater ... somehow the chairs more comfortable ! haha
so in the end we missed part of the movie ... only watched from the part they find the first element...
summary go to this website here ... Ah Lynn wrote in detail already about the movie XD

for me ...its like Da Vinci ... the technique..
1) OMG i see a premonition!
2) OMG KLUEZ!
3) OMG Where kluez lead?
4) OMG wth is this thing
5) OMG im STUCK! what to do next?
6) AHA! found the way! TAXIIIII~!!!
7) YAAAHHHH SOLVE THE KLUEZ!
8) GAHHHHHH.... MORE KLUEZ...
9) Next stop ...KLUEZ

... anyway its like Da Vinci ...overall i give the movie a 5/10 ... but after watching the 2x twist at the end + the "Wooooooh~! explosion" i'll give it a 7.5/10 now haha ...

Tuesday = Kuih day?

Previously in the past few weeks, My grandma has been coming over after my lectures in the morning .. or rather my mom would go pick her up and go jalan jalan before going over to college to fetch me...
last last week, we made dumplings...
last week we made pumpkin-some-a-thing-which-i-dunno-whats-it-called
this week we made "wor thiehs" or wor thiah? or wo teh? whats the correct spelling for it? lol

basically it's like mini dumpling-popiahs
what do you call these?
...

so we spent the whole afternoon making them...
used 3kg of flour some oil, boiling water, and some salt for the dough ...
and i was so dumb as to knead the dough as soon as the hot water was mixed!
"feel no pain~ till later in the night" ... is my comment on that ...
really lol .. i only felt the heat of the dough-water mixture when i put my hands in to knead the dough ... then later i see my hands red red also dunno what happen but continue to make the dough .... till night around 6 smthing then suddenly feel the pain of "melecur" *sweats*
im the dough-er !
inti of chic... , bawang, small/big onions, salt, pepper and etc ... cut, diced and cooked by me too ...
Mom and Sis .. as the pembaluts ...
And me too in the end when i finished cutting up all the dough into the pieces to balut ...
got a few deformed one's there haha try guess which is mine? =)
the ones with the purple ticks ! haha...
of course this was the 3rd batch ...
after finishing the first batch, grandma did the cooking ...
heat the pan ... add a lil oil ... heat the oil... set the api to smallest...
throw ( arrange nicely) the wor tiehs in ...
get some water, cincai throw onto the wor tiehs...
then finally cover with the cover of the pan and wait till the wor tiehs look brownish..

so thats how you make proper wor tiehs! lol .. although my first batch of dough was a lil too dry ... so made the finished wor tieh skins a lil too elastic / tough ...

BUT ... over all it was okay =) the taste and look i mean haha ...

Next up .. meet LuLu

" Yohz ~ Wassup blogosphere ppl ! "

This here is LuLu ... my new Puppy ~ not called puppy liau lar cus i had her for a few weeks already almost a month di ...
since the incident with Fu Qi' , i've always regreted not taking any photos of her ... so this will change with LuLu in tow =)

Shes a gurl gurl that looks like a man man !

and now some over due stuff...

last week ( if im not mistaken?) i went to the Bing! Outlet at 101 permier helping a friend of mine to get some pictures as well as the permission to make a website for the place ... apparently his lecturer in Swinburne gave them the assignment on tuesday and wanted them to hand in thier proposals ( which company they are gonna make the website from etc etc ) the next day (wednesday)... he called me that night and we discussed what places he could do his assignment on ... we went through a few places and finally decided on Bing with "Kore" (a Pub) pending in the list ...

sunday came and we went for Bing! instead as Kore wasn't that suitable a place haha...

i had Coffee Latte... while my friend had iced choc ... and another friend of mine had ice blended mocha

our bill came to rm 30.50 for the three drinks =) and i got the Bing! membership card for future use since the other two didn't go to these kinda places much XD

The waiteresses also known as the "Boogee Crew" as inscribed on thier shirt backs were kind enough to pose for us haha ...not in this pic .. they weren't ready yet =)

look at-that-a-thingy-on-the-wall-there-!
it some kind of carving to do with some elephhants ... but end up the middle elephant go do something "wrong" to the next elephant in the row ... *coughs* =)

summarized, we went there around 8... chat chat there sip sip... get permission to take photos and etc ... take photos .. more photos and finally left around 10 ...

now random things

a car near my college ... "the 'This Part Here' " indicates the part where terkena the pavement =(

Found this in a ... Mountain ! no jz jokin ... actually in a supermarket =) really

My faithful companions for the week ... cough sweets, cough jujubes , Halls... cough syrup, cough med ... i guess you know what i've been suffering from since last saturday i guess...
throat is sore from the constant coughin but better now since i got the med's on wed ....

And finally these =) Uber-Men's "Quick freeze nitro fibre" wax and Uber-Men's "Spike up Party Twister" gello ...
to go with the haircut i got on wed =)
looks horrible to the eye though lol (my hair) but it will look better after it gets abit longer i suppose ...

Tag from Del and Lynn =)

Upload your fave picture and answer the questions below.

Why did you choose the photo?
Cus i jz made it a few days ago? =P

When was the last time you ate pizza?
erm... last last last(?) tuesday i think ... chia grandma eat...

The last song you've listen too?
Soulja Boy - Kiss you thru the phone (muaks) =)

What are you doing beside answering this tag?
Nothing? Noone on now except one of my friends ... who bo reply for the last 10 minutes =( afk i think ... or del and lynn still appearing offline =)

Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
Dunno? cincai ba call anything also can ..but usually Jack only

Tag 6 person, the following questions are related to them. i retag nia =)
1) Brian
2) Lynn
3) Delvene
4) Tay
5) Noel
6) Ivan

Who is number 1?
Ex st Joe schoolmate =) ... and also friend too altho we jarang contact after form 6 haha

No.3 has a relationship with?
me? haha ...really ! relationship as in friend-friend relationship nia if special de i dunno =) since she nvr tell me =(

Say something about number 5.
lol... Lynn's driver? XD and a nice guy haha

How about number 4?
Old friend from form 2 or 3 days XD he's going to NUS ! haha grats to him~

Who is number 2?
Ah Lynn lor =) ah lynn is ahlynn XD

Number 4's someone.
Whos number 4 again? ( scrolls up to see) ... oh yea Tay XD ... i dunno too =)

Say something to number 6.
Let's go on an outing again sometime =)

btw .. i'll upload the guys's version of the pic sometime soon .. soon as in as soon as i finish all my assignments and etc lar XD or soon as in next week also can be ...

Have you ever...

Had the feeling you're being watched ?
in the middle of the night, while you're still sleeping?

have you ever felt what its like to have an unnatural thing try to take over your body?

i have ...

maybe it's my fengshui of something, but it seems that i am (quite often) "attacked" by these things (lol or not)

last last last time ... when i was still well around 15 i guess when it started.
Sleeping soundly in bed then feeling something's presence next to me ...
instinctively, i keep quiet and wait for what would happen next
where suddenly, (as it tries to enter me?) i cannot move my body and my breathing becomes harder and harder...
then i see white ... all white not skies not clouds just plain saturated white... there is a aound in the background much like a TV set that is not tuned in "ZzzzzzZZzzzzz" sound
i start to panic, since i can't move or anything.. and i can feel "it's" presence even more clearly now.
It is giving my pressure, pushing me back
panic rises more... i try hard to move my left hand to my throat.. i dunno why too
as i find my voice, i utter a small prayer
continuously
the pressure increases but i fight back
then as sudden as it came, it left me ...
and i sit up in bed, feeling the cold sweat running down my forehead and body..

That happened not once but more times then i can remember...
good thing is, when "it" comes, i know what to do (lol)
dunno why i also anticipate it, as though i want it to try to take over me... just for the fun of feeling that rush of emotions...

after form six, it never happened again but a few days ago it did... i think it was Monday if i aint mistaken...

but since i know how to fight back =) , Bring it On! try la You stupid hantu, momok , ghost , unnatural being , whatever you are... Just try to take over me !

On a side note , i found that i am actually allergic to something!
guess what ... its a type of beer called "pearl river" lol
so yeah , i'm down with rashes since tuesday night ... and its still itchy now
mebe only that type of beer gives me the allergies.. since any other types that i've taken before doesn't seem to have the "rash-aftereffect"
of course mebe it was because i was dipaksa drink that much that night... normally i don't drink =)
we went for some foochow organization dinner at thian court ... and i was forced to drink a few bottles .... so yeah .. mebe thats why =(

The results of the Insurance agent exam thing that i mention some posts earlier has come out
i passed ... an man was i surprised... i was expecting to fail since i didn't touch the book at all !

And the cyber thing... i was planning to borrow some $ from a relative to buka it but ... seems like im having some trouble =( ...
seeing the real cost "renovation, and the com's price etc " and some other factors, the total amount for a really decent Cyber , after asking my friend to do all the required counting, amounts to no less than 200k... that 200k can fund me through swinburne! not once ! but TWICE... in the engineering course that i took brfore dropping it for Culinary Arts...
and that 200k is not including the "hidden costs"

another thing is the problem of the license ... i went to ask already but ...
the license to open a cyber here in Sarawak has been "banned"

so money mebe can borrow that much ... but if there is no license then no talk ma.. i dun wan to open "illegal" business =)

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...
fighting against a virtual psychologist has never been so confusing and entertaining at the same time lol

ELIZA ! oh Eliza ... the Rogerian Psychologist VS me ... the confused one

Enjoy being confused ...
note the ones with ">>" is me while the ones without ">>" is the virtual psychologist
for easier viewing, i will start with green ">>"
>> Hello.
How do you do. Please state your problem.
>> im bored
I'm not sure I understand you fully.
>> huh?
Please go on.
>> ...
What does that suggest to you ?
>> that you are confusing?
What makes you think I am confusing ?
>> you're a Rogerian Psychologist and yet you dont understand me?
Does it please you to believe I am a rogerian psychologist and yet I don't understand you ?
>> it doesnt please me but it also doesnt change the fact that you ARE a virtual Rogerian psychologist...
Do you sometimes wish you were a virtual rogerian psychologist ?
>> i do not .. if i were i would be the hell as fustrating as you are now
You say you do not ?
>> why cant i say i do not? im not virtual
Do you think you should be able to say you do not ?
>> why cant i ? its my freedom to
Do you want to be able to ?
>> i do not NEED to want to be able to ... i am already ABLE to
Can you elaborate on that ?
>> i told you ...i am already ABLE to
Perhaps in your fantasies we told each other.
>> what kind of fantasies are you fantasising about ?
Why do you ask ?
>> for the sake of who-knows-what
Does that question interest you ?
>> if it didn't i wouldn't ask
Do you think its likely that it didn't you wouldn't ask ?
>> whats wrong with your grammar? are you getting nervous oh virtual one?
Why are you concerned over my grammar ?
>> why cant i be ?
Do you believe this will help you to be ?
>> what the heck are you talking about
What is it you really wanted to know ?
>> how should i know? YOU confused me halfway through
Are such questions much on your mind ?
>> as of now ...YES
You seem to be quite positive.
>> more positive than you are
Perhaps you would like to be .
>> i already am
Do you say you already are for some special reason ?
>> no
Are you saying no just to be negative?
>> im saying no becauses its no
You are being a bit negative.
>> negativity is streaming from YOU
We were discussing you -- not me.
>> so what
What answer would please you most ?
>> that you are fired
What makes you think I am fired ?
>> why should i say anymore
What do you think ?
>> i think that my think of the think that you think is thinkably confusingly thinkable
Your think of the think that I think is thinkably confusingly thinkable ?
>> yes i think of the think that i think is thinkably confusingly thinkable
You are sure.
>> very
But your think of the think that I think is thinkably confusingly thinkable .
>> your think of think thinking thinkable is none of my business
Why do you say your business ?
>> it is none of my business not my business
Does that suggest anything else which belongs to you ?
>> that suggests nothing
Earlier you said your business .
>> which is not my business
Is it important that your business ?
>> what kind of business is more important than the business which is not my business?
Your business ?
>> yea my business
Why do you say your business ?
>> my business here with you is over
Does that suggest anything else which belongs to you ?
>> no
Why not ?
>> goodbye
Goodbye. Thank you for talking to me.
>> RAWR
Does that have anything to do with the fact that your business not your business ?
>> ...
Earlier you said your business .

at this point i just gave up on it lol .....
try the utterly confusable here

note that you have to install somekind of java software for it to work tho
i used the "musang-on-api" - FireFox or as i like to call it.. Gorzillar which coulsnt install the
plugin needed so i had to manual download the file from somewhere...

Powah down !

By heck ... if it wasnt enough of completing the 6 documents Eid handed me the other day, this had to happen !
=(
what happened?
well lets start from Eid's story then =)
Lat sunday(?) or saturday eid msged me and told me this:

Jack.. I got 1 tiny problem.. Kinda funny.. Wana noe wat.. When i woke up 2day...jeng3.. MY COMP GONE! Haha.. Dunno wer go.. My little bro say knk vrus. My dad say dunno. My mom =.=' .. I wan go ur house. Hehe.. D book stil wit me.

so basically, he typed til very late the night before and woke up very late in the morn (or afternoon) to find his com gone =)

so we decided to meet up on tuesday and we did... altho he got a lil sesat and i had to "rasa burnin' " while walking to H0ck Lee to meet him ( cus very hot ba .. afternon 2/3 lidat hehe)

he came my house a while then left at almost 4 to pick his lil bro up ..so i started to type , myself still having 2 sets to go ... so finished my two sets that day and continued with the 6 sets on wed.
then Thurs, i was so happy when i "applied" the finishing touches to my work at around 9+pm at night ..then suddenly, my screen froze ! ( Ah?!) i panickzed a bit then , then i restarted my com , .. no prob load as usual... see the usual "welcome to wondows" loading screen but then.... EIH?! all my files were DELETED !!!! oh hell !

ran the recovery wizard and etc trying to recover the files but to no avail ( i mean yeah got recover some of my older files lar but... the Muet stuff...)
so i then bo pien terpaksa tell Pn Lye that i next day cannot pass her the docs since the docs all gone =( and smsed Del to ask if she knew any other ways to recover files...

the result?

i got a "extension" time till tues to fin the docs so yeah ... that wouldn't be any prob if i was freez
the prob is .. i wasn't "free" =( unless you take away my college assignments, job hunting, interview attending and chore-doing sessions as well as the 3 tests accounting for 10% of my college marks each ( for 3 diff subj's lar) tmr ..haha... )
if those weren't there i would be able to go marathon typing like on wed =)
anyway i was in a dillema since i had only finished a portion of what was left

luckily, at that time Stephen pulak kena a "problem" lol ..He, Jacob, Helly, Ali, and Wilson were chosen to work for the edu department for 1 and 1/2 months ..helping with the typing and etc lor
but somehow they managed to fin all the work given to them in 1 and 1/2 weeks ... and + another 1/2 week doing some other stuff for the ppl there ... the prob is there ... since they fin all the work given to them , theres nothing else for them to do ! LOL so they were told not to go tmr and tues since bo kerja to do haha ... 1 day rm45 you know ? 5 hours nia ! so if 2 days din go is around rm90 gone... they all blame Stephen lor since he's the one ask them to type fast fast =)

so now long story cut short i passed 6 sets to stephen for them to do ( at least let them get rm45 yeah?) and i have a lil time for my assigments tests and etc ... killed 2 birds with 1 stone there..

now i have 1/2 a set left ( why am i updating my blog? i should be typing Muet! )
but i guess i'll fin it tmr or smthing since i'll have to do all the graphs and charts for the six sets i passed to Stephen ( he/they dunno how to do ba)
long nite ahead .... 3X3 chapters to revise ... since i didn't do much revising these few days due to typing and etc
and long nite ahead tmr too =) for the 1/2 set and all the graphs charts to do ... hope i finish them in time to hand over to Teacher... NO i WILL finish tem by wed morn even if it killz me ! WILLPOWA!!!!... zZz...

heh... feeling a bit lonely tho, my main source of sms-es these few weeks never sms me liau =(
did i make him/her angry or smthing? i jz dunno ...


put that aside i think i'll be starting work on the 17th i guess ...part-time at MagicBite fridays, sat's and sun's so my remaining free time will only be on tues afternoon and wed whole day.. unless i find another part time job to fill up those 2 gaps... ( hardworking ne? haha) or if MagicBite wants me to fill up on those days for OT ... ( overtime). Theres also that insurance agent gig thing ... waiting for the results tho should be soon
but im not confident bout the results =(

Facebook ... i tried the korean/jap names app thing...
official results for the quizzy is my Korean name is : Lee Jong Hyuk
and my Jap name is : JAKUKUSON
af all things it ahd to have a "kuku" in the middle hahaha

thats all i guz...

Ps: to Del ; have a good time at KL ! hehe
and to Lynn : Congrats on yr new lappie ! XP

Weird Dream

Firstly regarding the april 1 post ... it seems like no one cared at all huh?
[______ ] fill in this blank with the loneliest feeling you can think of
thats what i felt after april 1 passed...

weird dream last night ... something like me being invited for a movie at a shopping Mall by Yek and Kevin ? this aint right cus yek is not the type to invite ppl go watch movie and Kevin is doing his practical in KL right now.. but.. i guess thats how dreams will go ..
so after being invited, i pulak go invite Del, Lynn and Noel? to go watch the movie together.. i remember being surprised when Del actually agreed to go ..lol the dream progressed on with me arriving at the place and looking for Del, and Lynn .. But i met Yek and Kev first .. and went up to the cineplex.. then i suddenly got a call frm Del? or Lynn? so called call lar but hear no voice de ... like a silent dream gua. Then somehow or the other i "teleported" down to meet them.. they were near the escalator and lynn was carrying a plastic bag (KFC?) . Del came toward me and we walked to Lynn.. chatted a while then went off to the left side where we met Noel sitting on a big maroonish coloured sofa ( modern design and comfy..lol) . After that we went up to the cineplex to book our tickets... and i paid for all of them .. open wallet see aLOT of rm 100 notes... huah.. since when i become so rich =) bought popcorn for the two girls again ... then time for the movie.. suddenly Lynn Del and Noel wanted to go to the ground floor to get something? so Lynn ikut Noel use the escalator down while i teman Del use the lift to go down since we both seemed to be malas to jalan so far...
Entered the lift was okay .. but halfway down the lift stopped (!!) somehow break down or something . So we both kin tio inside the lift.. then the weird thing start to happen . The door of the lift is the very-berkilat type of door like a mirror but a bit blurred ... it was gold in colour too.
My Friend Alan appeared on the surface of the door and we started to talk(?) wth lift break down kin tio but a friend appear like that still talk normally with him? haha .But Del seemed very takut and was hiding behind me ... Alan said that he was in the lift above us... above us ? how can got lift above us not logical leh .. anyway he said that the lift he was in also stopped functioning and some other thing i forgot...
Then he looked very surprised and pointed behind me . Immediately the atmosphere change to macam in ghost stories when hantu appear... the gold berkilat door change colour to greyish-sliver ..still berkilat but cannot reflect things and we were surrounded by a bit of black mist ?
that slowly appeared from opposite the door. Of course we both very takut and i heard someone scream.. who?Not me and not Del since it didn't sound like Del... . The Black mist then berkumpul and formed into something? some human shape i think and grew red eyes... I then tarik Del who macam frozen beside me to my back a few moments before that mist thing lumped at me.... ... then i don't know what happened next cus i woke up sweating cold sweat...

Weird dream? and it doesnt make any sense whatsoever...

On a side note, The Old DBKU libary has been taken down or rather is being taken down ... memories of the old times there ..gone with the dust and rubble...

BULLSH*T

i rather just DIE ...
goodbye world i'm gonna end this pathetic life of mine

Yada Yada

Its Been a week ! since we went to damai =)
and yea i know i've neglected posting =(

but briefly now eh ? =)
for the damai trip, refer to Lynn's and Del's blog =)
i'm feeling lazy to type about it now =(

so Monday, started college at swinburne university of tech.
tuesday was classes too
then wed ... didn't go
and thurs too ...didn't go ... too

cus i've decided to quit swinburne .. for SATT college ,
for Culinary Arts
i guess deep down inside, i have more passion for cooking than i have for engineering
so yeah ..
thurs morn , went over to SATT to ask about everything
got exempted from bm and eng tho since my BM in spm is a b4 and my MUET is Bnd5

then... went over to s'wak plaza and jalan2 for a while before going to mcD for lunch
after that went over to padungan's BSN to buy my ptptn code ... that was when Del called me to go over to Song Kheng Hai to chat (?)
so accompanied my sis home then began my tedious journey towards Song Kheng Hai ... =)
i didn't think it would take me that long to get there from my house XD my GPS timing system lauya di i guess hahaha .. but at least i still know which shortcuts to take .. otherwise i would have taken a Lot longer to reach the place.
so reached the place at around 2? and chatted with Pn.Lye, Del and Lynn bout the uni stuff till bout 2.45 then Pn.Lye sent me back ... thats all i can remember for thurs .. oh yeah .. the letters ...

Fri .. went over to Swin with the letter ( to witdraw frm the uni) and filled in some forms ...
then headed to school to look for mr Lau to sign the doc's i needed for uni at SATT but i deviated and went to find Pn.Lye instead to sign the doc's =)
Thanks Teacher for yr help ! =)
After that went over to SATT to pass the forms,doc's and other things and then to hopoh to get some stuff for my Bro-in-law
Headed back home after that to study ... yesh ..study !
for what ? for my Insurance test ... lol
seriously i havent really touched the book till that night =(

Sat ! Went over to Inti in the afternoon to sit for the test from 2.30 ~ 4.30 .. and met my old colleague Lisa there
however we didn't get to talk as she went off first ( fin the test earlier) so .. yeah
went to KC( King Centre ya ! not Kelvin Chong) for a while which turned out to be a long while ...
do what there ?
2 letters and one number .... the equation R+O+2 = ? RO2 =)
of course not RO2Sea since its not out yet but a Private server RO2 -mid rates tho
i was a big fan of RO1 back in those days so ... RO2 made me happy ... for a while only
seriously i think its boring le ... don't have that "kick" that used to be in RO1 ...

so went home at around 8+ and started a deviation for deviant art ... i've just created it so its really empty ? haha
spent a few hours to do it tho .. and its not complete yet ... since im new to doing digital pics from scrap and layering everything ... so.. yeah ... its not finished but i've posted up the "in-progress" copy in my deviantart already ... whats my DA? its this
did it till 3+ am i thinks

that was sat ...and part of sun too =)
now the rest of sun ... woke up at 6+ and got ready to go over to PathLab opposite the old upwell
yeah Del you told me to go over to the one with the white signboard ? MiC i think .. i forgot di
but it wasn't open so i went over to PathLab ( the yellow signboard one) for my blood test
...
....
.....
it was a mini-nightmare ! lol
why ?
i tiok cucuk 3 times!!! ... now i refer to blood as gold yea =)
the first one the worker at pathlab berjaya kena my goldmine on the right arm ... but only manage to "suck" only abit gold out of the mine ... then, she went gold hunting on my left arm ... but after cucuk in, she couldn't find any gold there...
that was the first 2 cucuk ...
then they asked me to go makan (LOL) since i said that i hadn't eaten since 12pm on sat =(

went to eat .. at the scr next door and went to get my third cucuk
and walah ! once cucuk terus all the gold come out macam puncture =(
dunno why ? cus i high ? lol .. no lah only some come out nia but still ... pain ba
the worst thing is that the worker bo kung fu one ... all 3 times she cucuk , all tio my muscle T-T
and all three times she cucuk, she stick the needle 1/2 thru into my arm (!!!!) like the needle is 5cm long, she stick in around 2~3cm ...
so haha .. after that my arms go numb so i dunno what to say .. rasa like zombie =)

after the test, when back home a while then went over to my uncle's house ... since my aunt from sg and my aunt form KK were there... chat a lot bout some topics, mainly about what im gonna do , and the financial things.. stayed there till 3+ .. my SG aunt went to the airport at 1.30 since her flight was at 2 . my KK aunt pulak had her flight at around 10 tonight

thats all for the day tho ... tomorrow i'll start my Culinary Arts class at SATT ( why does it seem like its so rushed hor.. swin and SATT ...)
anyone wanna join me for makan tmr ? =) i'll be free from 10.30~2... so i'll be very the teramat boring =(

on a side note, i haven't started the Disagea DS review... so i'll post it somewhere in the near future?

Left4Dead Review

"Go! go! GO!!! HERE it is!!!" i shout, Trudging painfully towards the door.'If i can enter it i will be safe'i thought as i made my way to it. As i entered the room, i breathed a sigh of relief. Glancing back, i saw the other three running towards me, with a huge chunk of meat following closely behind.As they enter, i try to close the door of the room before the chunk of meat entered the room.But a fraction of a second too late , i was sent flying backwards into the wall.Stunned,and struggling to get up, i watched in horror as the Meat turned and pounded the other three,who were low on health, to thier deaths. "Oh Nooooeee~!!!","WTH","OMG" and various other cries fill the air, along with the unsion of "Bwahahahaha" as the Meat proceeded towards me. "BANG!BANG!BLAMMO!DIE!!!"... i try in vain to kill the Chunk of Meat before it killed me ...
GAMEOVER

Yes, for those who know, this is indeed VALVE's amazing zombie riot,Left4Dead or L4D for short.
and yes again , that chunk of Meat is the Tank ..

for a moment, me and my friends were stars in an '80s action movie, sacrificing our lives so that another would go on living . You wont find that kinda spirit anywhere else nowadays anymore =)
It's an entirely new way to play with your friends,You and three others battle your way through a movie-inspired map,trying to reach safety.Four players, working together against overwhelming odds, where plans are borne out of desperation, meagre supplies ... and lots of skill and luck !

as stated in my previous blog entry, i've only played it two times. The first on normal difficulty with two other friends and the other on hard difficulty with three other friends ...
you get to choose(?) (or maybe its random) from four different characters. When you start a game, there will always be four of you... you +3Ai's or etc if you solo . A Macho Biker, a Sui girl, a Office worker, and a Apek...The first time i played, i got the Biker, and the second, mr office worker... but no matter what ,it makes no difference as the characters are all created equal and only there to differentiate between you and the zombies.You get a small set of weapons to use as you start, a pistol,a healthpack,and a choice of either a shotgun,rifle or an automatic weapon.( i always choose the shotgun=) anyway ). As you proceed through the level, you come across other weapons such as molotov cocktails,pipe Bombs and other enviromental weapons like gas and petrol tanks that you can pick-throw-shoot-explode.
Playing with the Ai is not that fun .But its a different story with a full complement of HUMAN players.Its knowing that you can scream for help and someone will come running to help you that makes this game what it is.(Of course there are those kind of Ngiau Chee People who dont bother to help at all,who watch and laugh as thier comrades die) In L4D,Your strength relies on the person next to you.. if he dies, you die...and you need to able to call that person to your side at any time.

A nice part of this game is it's beggining and end . The start is a movie poster with you name there "Drasilisk as Louis", "Draconic as Bill", "Dearth as Zoey" and "Komunis as Francis" look somethin like this ..( i noe the wording is off ... this is the first time im using a modifier tool kay ? =) ) and the end there's credits stating how many zombies were harmed in this production etc etc ...
like this
Zoey, the sui chabo
Bill, the apek
Francis, the Macho biker
Louis the office worker or what we call "Obama" =)


Although there are only four maps, each takes around one to 2 hours to complete, depending on the difficulty mode.You fight through a hospital,run through a forest,look for cococrunch in a farmland,shoot up zombie officers in the airport.There is no storyline but there is a backstory,told through "graffiti" on the walls, warnings from people who went ahead of you, messages to loved ones,conspiracy theories, you name it .

Sooo~ the zombies... in L4D they are called the "infected". people from all walks of life who are now insanely enraged at the sight of you... yes enraged.. they aren't your typical zombies either... they don't lumber slowly towards you.. instead they actually RUN to you!. the're scattered around the levels,some in backless gowns, some wearing fluorescent jackets, some policemen,moms,office workers,army men ... they walk around depressed,leaning forehead-first against walls,crying, vomiting... until they see you and come running .Don't worry they're easy to kill ! if not for the fact that they come in waves! there is no warning at all .. unless you accidentally make too much noise or hit by a boss monster's special attack... No. Just a sudden sound que and walah! the come ! SWARMING at your groupe. Nothing will stop them . If you climb onto a car , box or whatever, they will come scrambling up the sides,trying to get you. They run , sprint faces contorted with anger. and when they get you , they hit, swipe, claw,grab, kick you .. then they surround you, dragging you down onto the floor and stamping you to death! if no one comes to save you while you're being stamped, you might as well as gotten the message "GAMEOVER".Good thing is, you can push them away from you . the right mouse click is by default the button for a melee and push combination, which enables you to shove the infected away .
SCREAM FOR HELP AND YOU WILL BE HEEDED! ...or not

thats the infected ... now for those boss zombies.
the Boomer : i likey this faty =)
when he appears, a gurgling sound like a swamp monster is heard .. or for me personally i think he sounds like chewbacca (lol) he tries to ambush you , vommiting over you . yeah yuck! your screen will be filled with green goo for a few moments.
A few moments isn't much you say ? then how bout it's vomit attracts infected? they swarm towards you seconds after you are vommited on and you cant see anything well got la but blur... then if the Boomer is shot, he explodes =)

looks like me ey ? lol ...hope not

the Hunter : i've been pinned down by it a few times, and got slapped to death once !
it pounces onto you, pinning you to the ground. That would be fine if only you could shoot or push him away.. but its not cus he has to be pushed away by a teammate.. thats why i was slapped to death =( no one came to save me ! haha


the smoker: he smokes his pipe and coughs you to death ! ..actually he doesn't do that XD
he just snaps out its super long long long tounge, tying you up and either drains your health or allows other infected to kick you to death. Again, he has tp be killed by a teammate . So if you're incacipated by it, you can't escape unless some one saves you. For the smoker, when it dies it "pam pui" or fart into the air making you cough up the black smoke if you're stupid enough to go into the smoke =)



the Tank!: i mentioned him in the first part of this post din't i ? =)
Basically hes the HULK only not green in colour. One hit and you're sent flying backwards. he throws the earth at you from far, kinda like Donkey Kong , and he runs like a gorrila .Another thing is that he has a massive amount of life so hes hard to tackle ... so once again you need friends ! =)


finally the Witch: The witch is a small small girl, a small girl who crys. Dont underestimate the power of se kia ! if you startle her , she comes running at you, pinning you to the ground and .. eh? you're dead


the first 3 bosses seem to be really common cause we encounter them alot but the tank and witch are more rare

what makes this so nice?
there is no specific "spawn-spots" everything is randomly spawned so every game of L4D is never the same at all in one game, you might find the witch crying in a corner, but in another game, the witch isn't there. This adds to the element of surprise in the game.Thus making it so great to play. Of course you will have a headache after the game ( for un-fps-er's)
cause its so concentration-sucking one wrong move and your party is dead =)

oh yea in hard difficulty , you can shoot you friends to death too =) most of the time by accident =)

oh wow .. looki at how long this post is ! lol
next up in reviews, a game from NDS (Nintendo Dual Screen) Disgaea DS !
im using a emulater to play it from here

random pic =)

The Judgement

Yesterday, we got our results and some of us cried ... tears of joy? tears of happiness?
only the bearer knows

what did i get ? i wont post it here since it only will bring forth a phenomenon called
"The Blues"
not the blues as in blues music but the blues as in down down down down blue

so yea .. from that you can say that i got "not-so-good" results ...
so it seems that i may have to take an extra year of foundation ( which i don't want )
if i were to go for swinburne

so what other options do i have now ?
1) start working - no more cont study
2)cont study -divided into subdivisions
i) swinburne with + 1 year foundation
ii)swinburne normal 4 or 5 years bachelor course- if i am able to persuade them to let me in normally
iii) go for Teacher course
iv) go for police course
v) enter culinary arts
vi) accounting ( which i dont know why but i hate it)

and some other options that don't come to my mind straight away

what do you think i should do ? ( anyone that reads this post)

post your comment in the chatbox =)

anyway ... went school around 9+ to wait for Lynn and Del , before going over to Chui Choon for brunch .. which turned out to be breakfast for some of us
reached back school around 11+ ? and waited for results to come out ..
12pm : results out , the noise begins , the tears fall , the smiles flare , hopes shattered and the sadness lurks . nervousness gone yada yada

around 1+ we headed for lunch , at 3rd Mile's McD
Noel, G-chan, Lynn, Del , Wan and me
for the 5.59 set or was it 5.95? i forgot...
and stayed there till 3+?
what turned out to be normal chatter soon turned to hamsap-ish chatter lol
but it was good fun tho

later Noel left us back at school where we met up with Farid who took Del, Lynn ,Me and Wan for a ride around town

back to school around 4 pm . Del, Lynn and Wan had to go off home
while me and Eid went to meet Mr.Cheng the school counselor about what to do with our resukts

and soon after that i went back ..
what happend after that is ablur... cant remember much
only remember that i couldnt sleep at all since my neighbours dog was howling/barking the whole night ... mourning for my resukts ? =)

that was yesterday , and today ...
so-called woke up at 7 and brought my nephew to the doctor somewhere near song kheng hai area ... and breakfast ..
around 10 got back home to Del's sms asking me if i wanted to go swinburne to ask bout the points ... but she knows why i dun wan go these few days =)

did some calls and some sms-es , and was brought online to discuss about some stuff ...
mana tahu , Yek called me to go cyber ... release stress he says ...
salute the guy man ! lol ... he and his mom came to pick me up and we went to school to get his resukts . and after that we went to play ...
who get his results and goes to cyber on the same day ? ... i go on the second day ... but in secrecy lar ...

its a good thing i went though .. got to see some old old friends back from form 1 /2 days as well as some colleagues when i first started working ... good to say that they still remember me ! lol

got back around 8 ... guess it was too late for the hui sing session ... and for the spring one ... suddenly dont feel like going .. maybe cus its rm6 wasted if i dont online for the last few hours?

thats all for now .. but

an exclusive post up next time !
L4D promo review by me ( although i suck at it -played 2x only)
its a mix of
"counterstrike"+"survival"+"zombies-on-nitrous"+"companionship"+"hilarious moments"
+"blood"+"headache"+"ZOMGWTFLMAO"

not for the faintblooded
and Del too =) (hemophobia)