Memories ~

You know if an individual is left alone in the dark , he or she tends to think about things ... relationships , past events , the future .... you name it . As a human , it is in our nature to worry ... worry about things that don't even exist like imaginary boundaries or barriers blocking what we want in life . This in turn can either bond or break any relationship ...

Humans are the most complicated beings ... You cant understand them at all . One minute you think everything's okay but the next everything shatters like glass . Relationships are feeble ... one wrong step ...even one wrong word can cause it to break ...

So everyone in this world has his or her own darkest fears , thoughts and worries ... even you ... [ whoever you are reading this post ] . But i guess its alright to be paranoid sometimes although being over-paranoid isn't exactly the way to go . Everyone is frightened of being left out both socially and mentally and in these past few weeks , i have experienced both ... maybe im just being over sensitive ... maybe im paranoid ... but in the end i ended out hating myself for being like this ...

WAIT

what am i doing ? why am i posting this ? These people already know [ really? ] how i feel
so i'll stop being damn paranoid ! WTH i dont care anymore !
SORRY
to everyone that has been affected by my emo-ness
SORRY
if i have been annoying
SORRY
if i aint like the old Jackson
SORRY
to you know who you are !